Cause I needed an interventionist to intervene between me and this monster, And save me from myself and all this conflict. Cause the very thing that I love is killing me and I can’t conquer it. #nofilter #oldtomenewtoyou #blonde #waves #browneyes #alwayssmiling #safetyfirst #happygirl
In my own apartment. Sure I’m the girlfriend and they’re her friends but I feel like an outsider. Always. I always initiate the convos. And barely get responses. I’m always so nice and clean and friendly. I found out my girlfriend has lied to me for a year and a half. Now I just feel awkward and alone. All she wants to do is play video games with her friends. She has the day off and I’m laying in our room alone. Sure she does nice shit like buy me snacks for work and roll me blunts, but I need emotional stimulation too.
Maybe I should just go back to being a bitch that didn’t care about anyone but herself. I got more respect that way. Now I’m just a doormat.
But I know somebody once told me to seize the moment
And don’t squander it
Cause you never know when it could all be over